Thursday, August 12, 2010

Fran.....

WOW! As I sit here wondering about Frances my heart is breaking. Oh my goodness I understand her inability to make a decision or inability to even understand. I imagine as soon as she was readmitted there were two choices....no medicine or hit me up with some morphine, cause we are sisters in that request or non request... it hurts, and they (meaning the nurses, doctors, family, etc.) have the ability to knock ya out.  It is a tough row....I could hear them all, and could think, but could not speak..... and then you can only hope that the ones that are there that you know care are watching out for you and not leaving your side...... You can hear the comotion around you but YOU are not quite there. Fran I LOVE YOU!! I can feel  myself laying there and I want better and more for you! You are stronger and YOU will prevail!