Tuesday, April 27, 2010

People

Tonight as I sat around with my boy, my man and my BFF and watched the Yotes loose, I realized that even though I don't like people much there are a lot of people I care about and am happy to spend time with. There are very few.....I can count them on both of my hands, but when they are there with you and care about what you care about even as simple as a hockey game, it makes all the difference! The three girls in this post are friends for life, don't get me wrong I have few more too, Aimee, Linda, Penni, but this about those three girls, women, friends above....two were friends before picture was taken, the one on the right is writing this now, but what a fantastic trip. I and they, I am sure enjoyed it so much. We were away from the men, the kids and the constraints that come with day to day life. We loved it and loved who we were with and damn we had fun! Thanks for the memories and the fun! I wouldn't have done it any different! The trip will surely be written about more.

On another note, as I stated in my first post, I am a "lurker" of blogs, I have no less then 75 that I read EVERYDAY! I have been thinking about and have started many blogs...I just wasn't sure it was for me. I have now decided it is.....so give me a break, an atta girl, whatever it is, I am excited and nervous...I am not one to be kind or coddling , and that has kept me from posting before, but I have decided who the fuck cares anyway? YOU? Probably not! It's an outlet and I enjoy writing, while I may not be great or even good at it, i like to express myself in writing. SO....HERE I AM!!!!

Sunday, April 25, 2010

trying to understand

So as I have "lurking" on others blogs, I have been starting to understand.......or not...I still have big issues with the fact that I am a working mom, and perhaps do not give my all to my kids....oh wait a minute, I do give my all. I work, I supply, I hunt, I gather and I love. Myself and my wonderful husband bust our ass for our family, we are the all American family. We watch football and hockey. We really don't care for baseball. We are Redskins, Raiders, Rams and Steelers fames. We are two boys and two girls. We love life and I am getting more and more excited about telling our story.....Wondering if I should start and the beginning of my life or the beginning of my new chapter? Excited either way.